I tell her that the wine stain on the back of her thigh looks like of white in the north is Lough Neagh, and while I kiss the long way from there to her buttocks I’m thinking about Magherafelt, the town my grandfather left years ago in the hope of finding something as good, I’m thinking, as this beautiful ass. I touch my lips to it gently, the way I like to think of him, arriving in the getting down on his knees and kissing his dream come true. --appeared in American Poetry Review Vol. 38 No. 6 Nov./Dec. 2009 Hope Lange, the famous actress –she starred with everyone from Elvis to Charles Bronson, and she slipped me the tongue – a long story – now is not the time or place – the play’s the thing – The Supporting Cast– Broadway– The Biltmore – backstage -- so so long ago, the last dress rehearsal, and Hope Lange, beautiful Hope Lange, twenty years my O my O my elder, old – but beautiful still – O my God, O my Hope Lange – and Hope Lange slipped her tongue, a small taste, was it scotch, a tinge, more sweet, and fresh, soft, her tongue, and I was surprised, slipped it quickly through my lips to embrace my tongue, slipped it by my defenses, all defenses down, resting, unexpecting -- and surprised, I held it in a breath, took it to my heart, took it home later, Hope, a taste, maybe scotch, or maybe something sweeter, and so much more, me just a boy, twenty-some years, O my, O my, so young, with something now I never had before -- Hope. --appeared in American Poetry Review Vol. 38 No. 6 Nov./Dec. 2009 Using an on-line Latin dictionary trying to find a suitable meaning for garris, a word, I’m pretty sure, that Martial thought of as ironic, when suddenly I thought of something – I wrote it down, that I’m stuck on a wild star that is soaring through the black sky at some incredible speed I can’t even imagine and blah blah – I followed a windsong of pentameters, never returning to the ribald Martial translations, and even when later I crawled into bed for the night I was still wondering about my trip through space. The next day I asked a science guy, a teacher at the place I work, who I had seen from time to time walking like a momma duck with a bunch of funny little duckling eggheads wobbling right behind, and just last week with what looked like a high-tech rocket launcher that they set up in the faculty parking lot, I thought maybe we were pulling one of the best school pranks ever against our sister school on the other side of the park, but apparently not, they were using it to look into the windows of heaven. But when I asked this guy about my poem, my science, which I knew well enough to distrust – I said, I’m on a wild star, maybe a renegade star, am I not? And I am flying through the inky sky at an insane speed, right? Well, -- and this is what I think I needed to know – what am I heading into? I mean, where am I going – toward anything that can be named, acknowledged? Anything at all? And this guy, Mr. Science – he just looks at me. I give him time, and he uses every minute to hem and haw, and then he settles in – into the box of silence that can pass for thinking if you pull it off just right, but this guy doesn’t. This is the guy who connects the smart kids with NASA, who, according to the school’s rumor mill, is ex-C.I.A., or is it Navy SEAL, the story changes every year or two. My own respect comes from the fact that he went to Power Memorial in NYC, one of the hundred or so in the school’s senior class, one of those graduated with my hero, Lew Alcindor, and though I know it is not true, I tell my students that he’d been the underused twelfth man on a team that never had to go very deep as long as the super Jabbar-to-be was at center. Anyway, the school’s science guy let me down. I asked him, How can I be expected to write my poems if I can’t count on you for my science? He started rambling on about what we know and what we don’t, about the curious new questions that seem to crop up each day because of string theory. I told him, I have the same problem with Zen monks, something new every day, there’s no staying on top of it, a mad log rolling under the heavy minds and boots. I hate to say it, but I put the Star poem away, at the top of the page I’d written “Star,” but knew it was only tentative, unlikely to stay so simple. And as I am wont to do, I turn, because the “new stuff” is not flowing, to labor – in this case, to the poems of long-gone Martial, and the chance to brush up on my schoolboy Latin. . . . talkative, loquacious; chattering, betraying secrets . . . . --appeared in American Poetry Review Vol. 38 No. 6 Nov./Dec. 2009 Shame is a moosehead, an embarrassment, poking out from the wall like an erection in church when it was impossible to keep your mind and eyes off of Angela Ferrara sitting across the aisle when she would mumble her Latin and sing the hymns half-heartedly at best. I wonder who she was thinking about and how, when she turned and caught me looking, how I smiled shyly and she just stared as cold as stained glass and turned away, and it was time to stand up and go to the communion rail, but I couldn't, even after my mother poked me, thought to wake me, bring me back, but there was no doing that. --appeared in American Poetry Review Vol. 38 No. 6 Nov./Dec. 2009 I think of the Greek, Archilochus, who left his shield, unwittingly, behind a bush, and it’s theirs, now-- he's resigned-- but he still has his skin, and there’s something to be said for that. That shield, though, was a good one. Still, he knew he could find another to replace it. I’ve never had a shield, but I left a woman once-- or she left me. I know, I am lucky just to have my skin. But I know, too, the part about finding a replacement— that’s bullshit. Oh, I’ll find another, but there'll be no replacing her. I think the Greek knew this -- most of the lyrics we have of his are fragments, only half the story. --appeared in American Poetry Review Vol. 38 No. 6 Nov./Dec. ’09 Holly Near was singing about better days to come, and Jane Fonda in her Klute shag was clapping time, singing along, but the workers just stood there in an apron spread out across not working, women and men who still didn't believe it, you could see it in their eyes, going dim like the sad yellow light in the dial of the old Philco in the corner of the living room when the game was over and Mike got up to turn it off, but the glow held its own for that few hard seconds, the time it took for him to take his glass to the kitchen and pour another Black Bush, about as long as it took for the light in the windows of the plant on when one of the company boys came through to see that everything was shut down tight before throwing the switch, cutting the power to the entire floor. The huge, dumb beast of a building went dark that day, and the workers knew that singing and clapping were not going to bring it back. I saw some of the others pick up stones and throw them; I stooped for one too. I rolled it in my soft, young hand feeling for balance; I could tell where one day the calluses would be. I threw the stone-- don't know why, or even at what. And I sang, too, when I heard the others singing, standing with them that day on the radical fringe --appeared in Vol. 5 No. 2 fall/winter ’08 - ’09 --for Maria Muldaur Tonight the moon is like a tambourine, like the one a woman played in a jug band I saw once and fell in love with, it must be thirty years ago now, but I did that kind of thing back then, fell in love as easily as that, and I still remember, it had skin bruised brown from the serious heel of her hand, and you could see she was serious, the way she laughed and pranced back and forth across the crowded stage, the moon shimmering in the hand over her head, and with the heel of her other one ringing out a song, while a bunch of her friends, all guys, stood around or sat spooking at the mouths of fat clay jugs and running clacking spoons along the length of their thighs, even pulling at some kind of strings that ran from the bridge of a old mop and over the belly of a big wash tub. Maybe you had to be there, to see and hear the magic of the music, the madness of the moon, but tonight… I mean, would you look at that goddamn moon. Appeared in Mad Poets Review Volume 23 ’09
ARRIVING
HOPE
STAR
MOOSEHEAD
COUNTING OUR LOSES
THE CLOSING OF THE PHILCO PLANT
THAT GODDAMN MOON
LIGHT
NINETEEN SIXTY-TWO
ALONE, NOT ALONE
SISYPHUS
SEASCAPE
SUMMER NEIGHBORS
EMPATHY
DICTION
TRESPASSING
ROSATO
IN MEDIAS RES
THE NURTURING
STARTING OVER
RAIN
NOBLESSE OBLIGE
THE BLUES
THE ANGELS
FOLLOWING TRACKS
ARRIVING
BACK TO THE TOP
sweet, soft – fresh,
BACK TO THE TOP
BACK TO THE TOP
BACK TO THE TOP
THE CLOSING OF THE PHILCO PLANT
BACK TO THE TOP
BACK TO THE TOP